Little TOOLs that can help us get by easier maybe ..

Tues. Nov. 18, 2025 9:30 pm.

We almost have to think .. it's over .. why even worry .. the next phase will be so much better. Hopefully you believe in HEAVEN? Much of my family died when I was young so I have always used heaven to see them again. 

I am wondering if HEAVEN is just the scientific phenomenon of TIME and SPACE converging! My dad would need to see me as a teen my mom as a little kid and my brothers as a long adult. How would they recognize an old lady? Plus Dad was in Switzerland , friends were in buffalo .. so how does every body RECOGNIZE or FIND each other?? TIME and SPACE converging solves the problem!!

If the end is near maybe it is explains my current phenomenon? .. something weird is going on transporting me to past spaces!! Do you sometimes FEEL like you are somewhere else in a past time? I wonder if it is the great energy I have moved to? .. or is this also happening to others? Every day or two I feel like I am in NYC or Phila at a past time .. just for a second .. for a moment I am reliving my past adventure spot! Not like a memory, it just sneaks up on you unexpected. A memory is me CHOOSING to think about something. This is like being TRANSPORTED ?? subconsciously! OK .. having written this I better delete it, because it sounds CRAZY! Yet it IS happening. HEY! it is wonderful .. so why should I jinx it or be embarrased? As usual most are not sensitive or intuitive enough to pay attention, so I am going to ENJOY it .. cheaper than going with terrible USA$$ exchange! 🙈 Too bad I can't add people in .. maybe see my brothers? This transport is just to my beloved Phila/ NYC biz adventures in the last 15 years. 

In conclusion ..if the end is here .. it will be AWESOME better for us GOOD humans and even those STRESSED selfish and shallow but willing to take RESPONSIBILITY.

Find yourself a bunch of images that make you smile! make a slide show! OK .. bye .. I am going to do that right now. I could share it! (Damn I have 4 people's work to do! I am still living in boxes with furniture not even properly placed. If you want to feel ACCOMPLISHED .. just compare yourself to me and you will see youare AMAZINGLY organized!

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the web especially .. it DISCONNECTED us .. lets rewind and DO OVER .. MY WAY!! .. connect knowledge and expertise into HUMAN Intelligence!!

This is amazing .. and I was just PUTTING down INFLUENCERS. I am a JERK! Stupid .. these are amazing people!! 88 year old VET! working!!

Fri. Dec. 5, 2025, 7:30 am.

But my son who stress is turning toward daughter behaviour .. says god blesses those who do good QUIETLY more. Agreed but these are NOT the people wanting names on building! They are little ordinary struggling people SHARING!! Our UGLY stress society is turning more GOOD people into WIN/LOSE selfish SHALLOW people. It is hard to look thru all the layers of the (problem/solution) ONIONS of life when wondering how to pay the rent and survive the hell of work. HEY stupid SELFISH old people!  Our work used to give us respect and Fair treatment BEFORE the phoney CSR, ESG, and HR CRAP!! Work today truly IS worse than slavery. Slave Owners did not want their slaves to DIE! Corporations do not care.

Wed. Dec. 3, 2025, 8:30 am.

The best most helpful Human .. the real LEADERS, have a BALANCED Brain. They can manage and organize and ACCOMPLISH kindness and caring .. but also take care of SELF including not NEGECTING FAMILY and FRIENDS!! How did it take me a life time to SEE ignoring time for ME also affected my kids and friends. Not allowing time to relax and get together harms those who love you. The neglect and absence eventually destroys "love" or REAL CONNECTION. REAL CONNECTION is what love is and it take time, energy and COMPROMISE. Some of us neglect it for our SELF .. but that affects OTHERS since EVERYTHING is connected! I always thought giving myself NO LIFE affected only me .. but it harmed my kids! So I guess Uda is right we DO HARM OTHERS not knowing what they need. BUT .. we DO KNOW! we are just paying NO ATTENTION Tunnel vision on our goal. The goal of life should not be "love others" it should be PAY ATTENTION, Open your mind so you can SEE what others NEED!" Love is such a shallow able to be FAKE word! "Just love everybody" sounds GREAT but is so HARD that we do not do it. The easy way to pretend we are nice is to PAY NO ATTENTION! So maybe we ARE "Virtue Signallers"! 😱 eee .. you jerk MAGA people. Why are you always right on INTROSPECTION?? 

DAMN! we must remember the SHELL and SKIN of the onion (as problem symbol) shell (LB) skin (RB) are just the OPPOSITE VIEWPOINT .. BUT!! they are valid too!! RIGHT BRAIN just get busy determining WHICH side is MOST true. I guess we spend our LIFE in the Human value ACCOUNTING SYSTEM. SOMETIMES!! we miss the forest for the trees. It is true I have no "read the room" skill. It is true I spend so much energy in the WE/US Ledger I miss that you look stressed .. which makes me look like a MEAN person!

Wed. Dec. 3, 2025, 9:00 am.

This segment was supposed to be tools to make us happier! My son said the most enlightening thing to me in EXASPERATION! "UGH! You are like a CHILD! 🙈 .. all over the place questions AND ideas!" HMM! 🤔 Disastrous communication for him to have to try to follow .. but the BENEFIT to the world, is connecting divergent UNIQUE WONDER .. that leads to creative SOLUTIONS.

Here is the ORIGINAL IDEA .. before the divergence!

MAKE EVERY MINUTE COUNT .. EVEN if it is having fun and taking JOY from the day. Count THAT as success! For us Right brain it IS discipline in the "ME!mine" Life Ledger of Human VALUE Accounting!!

I always HATE MYSELF for accomplishing so very little .. EVERY DAY always! what s USELESS person. Maybe we Thinker Right brains need to change our "ACCOMPLISHMENT" DEFINITION! Taking joy out of the day just makes EVERY dday life better. You can spread that joy to others. ONLY STUCK in trying to solve problems simply brings OTHERS DOWN so yes guess I AM a negative person! But somehow all the heaven sent ideas that last year at Chartwell made me FEEL MORE VALUABLE. Feeling valuable made me think more positive of GOOD POSSIBILITY FOR ME. The Magic Magnet (Law of Attraction) began to kick in .. BRINGING ME GOOD! DAMN!! so I really did create the BAD energy at Regent Park!! 🙈 EEE-YIKE! 😱

DAMN! My daughter and I have grown more distant even, over the last 15+ years. In 2008 my world collapsed .. but it may have been on a LIE. How could they stop me at the border .. I used my fake name for the PHILA work! (Don't worry .. my name is kind of hard compared to our Bob White, Mary Wilson name types. I simplified mine for the good of others!! 

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Thurs. Dec.4, 2025, 8:30 pm.

Those of us still with mind and heart (Right brain?) can not even UNDERSTAND the WIN/LOSE competitive mentality. HMM! Maybe that is the whole BASIS of the political divide! I just told my son the " God helps those who help themselves" thing and he said something like winners don't like to hang out with LOSERS. OMG I thought he was speaking for himself but maybe re society? Does anybody even notice we someties speak of WE/us but the listener takes the WRONG meaning thinking it an accusation. OMG we have got SOOO bad at communicating! I get mad at others not recognizing I am speaking about humanity but yet jump at THEM thinking they are speaking of THEIR own Belief. maybe everything is just to FAST. maybe we used to have time to slowly mull over things together instead of 90 miles an hour FAST TALK?

I immediately jumped on my son that I had lost him to his travels! Meantime my FIRST thought that I jumped on, was incorrect! I guess he just wants a separate "country" for people who are willing to try? The point is just that maybe our communication is so terrible because we JUMP on EVERYTHING instead of calmly trying to UNDERSTAND. First thoughts are usually wrong! Second thoughts are better but usually just WOKE ideas, and we need 3rd and 4th and 5th for the best solution or TRUTH. (Re my son .. why not have "an Island" where we HAVE to contribute, which is really just "the loser" unwilling to DO ANYTHING .. but whining and complaining. In Ben Franklin's day they sat around and discussed. We jabber and scream but no real quiet CONTEMPLATION throwing ideas around civilly. We no longer have any idea how to do that. And I who complain am NO DIFFERENT. So let's call each other out TOGETHER!

Wed. Dec. 3, 2025,

Hell those "positive:" Left brains do it all the time! "Just be positive, you are so negative ..what can YOU do about  (it) anyway?" always said in their DEMEANING tone! Since I moved to this awesome area I have been asking if I am allowed to have this much fun. Really doing little that is exciting but just finding inexpensive NEW food is fun, when you look at it as an adventure vs an "I am now POOR failure"! I prefer to look at it as a competition between me and THEM (ie Galen Weston who owns all of our HEALTH  .. every food store and drugstore!! makes us SICK with added sugar/gluten and then profit off the drug for inflammation caused! .. almost worse than a drug czar?)

We forget how GOOD Accomplishment .. no matter how small FEELS!! A little task .. DONE feels so GOOD! I put off jobs and worry about my uselessness (worth a ton of arsenic in our Life Ledgers) and when I actually FINALLY GET IT DONE, I recognize "the doing" takes LESS from our Life Ledgers than the worry. Worry stress is cancerous, REDUCING OUR POSITIVE BALANCE in our Life ledgers! 

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